Today
is a pretty weird day, and I mean that in the best possible way. It's weird
because today is the opening of the off-Broadway revival of Urinetown, The Musical, which I happen to
have been cast in. It's being produced by a new company (Fracture Theatre Co.)
with a non-Equity cast in the very theater that Urinetown was first done off-Broadway (the American Theatre of
Actors, or ATA for short) under the umbrella of the company that originally
produced Urinetown on and
off-Broadway (that would be the Araca Group). Even weirder is that the Chernuchin,
the specific theater housed in the ATA that we'll be performing in, is being
renamed tonight in honor of John Cullum. If you don't know who that is, well, a
short answer is he originated the role of Caldwell B. Cladwell in Urinetown. A slightly longer answer is
he is a two-time Tony Award winner with a heap of other awards and nominations
and a long career in theatre and television. Basically, he's a pretty cool guy.
However,
the weirdest thing about all of this is that Urinetown was the first musical I did in college. Not quite the
first show, for that honor belongs to The
Mikado, but it was the first American musical I did in my freshman year at
MIT. I did it with Next Act, the theatre company housed in my dorm. We'd put on
a show every year during Campus Preview Weekend (CPW) for the MIT community and
incoming pre-freshman, or pre-frosh as we all called them, transforming our
large Tastefully Furnished Lounge space into a small theater with a stage,
lights, and a house seating as many as around 183 people. Every Next Act
production was a labor of love for everyone involved when we'd stop p-setting to
rehearse, prepare, and do a musical. Urinetown
was my first show with Next Act.
Next
Act was one of the driving forces in me becoming an actor. It was with Next Act
that I learned a sense of community and truly became obsessed with theatre,
often determining to work on my role or my choreo or my directing rather than
worrying about the problem set due at 10:00 AM the next morning. Fellow members
of the cast and crew would repeatedly have to force me to go to bed, otherwise
I'd sit there with them and help build the set (despite my lack of skills with
a tools, power or otherwise), or sew costumes (despite my lack of sewing
knowledge), or whatever else needed to get done until the Sun would rise. Getting
sick or losing my voice wouldn't stop me from doing whatever I could because I
had never cared about something so much in my life. I remember trying to give
choreography notes, but being unable to talk, so I wrote them all down, gave
them to one of my friends to read aloud, and then flailed wildly while I tried
to physically emulate not just the dance steps but the emotion I was going for
(I'm not a dancer, by the way, so it was a pretty hilarious sight). Eventually
I learned to balance my insatiable drive with my health in such a way that I
was highly productive instead of mildly productive while being half-dead yet
enthusiastic, and it was Next Act that was the lab for me to figure this out
for myself.
Finally,
Next Act was the first time I was admired by people I didn't know for my acting.
I remember the Dean of Students, who coincidentally was our housemaster at Next
House, telling me his kids had been stomping around the apartment imitating me
after seeing our production of The
Scarlet Pimpernel, singing about falcons and scurrilous phantoms and other
such things. Of course I didn't know how to respond besides smiling and being
thankful, and, to be honest, I still don't know how to respond to that other
than being gracious, but it was when I first learned that I could affect other
people. That stuff that I, Johari Menelik Frasier, did could do something to
other people for more than a passing moment.
My
senior year of college I recall walking back to my dorm with a friend of mine
after what I can only guess was a cast party. The night had progressed to early
morning, perhaps around 3:00 AM, and before we parted ways we had gotten into
one of those deep conversations that twenty-somethings tend to do when the hour
gets late. Both of us being involved in the arts at MIT, the subject fell to
acting, as it so often does between actors, and he brought up Urinetown. Specifically, he brought up
Next Act's production of Urinetown.
This friend of mine was one year below me, so Urinetown was the show he saw during his CPW. He talked about how
amazing the show was, and how he specifically remembered my performance as
Officer Lockstock. He remembered thinking that he wanted the opportunity to
work with me and to gain the same skills that I had. I was dumbfounded. This was
a person I had considered a far superior actor to myself, yet the idea that he
had formed such a high opinion of me before he even knew me shocked me. The
idea that somehow I touched some part of his humanity enough for him to have
clear memories of things I did, things I wasn't even sure I remembered, was perhaps one of the most awe-inspiring experiences
of my life. One could argue something about fishes in small ponds since no one
outside of MIT seems to be aware it has a theatre program, but that doesn't
make the moment any less important to the life of this fish.
I
sit here, knowing that tonight I'm going to make my off-Broadway debut in a
fantastic musical in front of the original producers and one of the original
cast members, and I can only feel that things have, in some sense, come full
circle. I basically started my college acting career and serious consideration
of acting with Urinetown, and now I'm
literally about to debut off-Broadway in the very same show. So I'm grateful
for many things. I'm grateful that the director of the 2010 Next Act production
decided to produce one of the greatest musicals in the last twenty years and
that she decided to take a chance on a freshman who had no idea what he was
doing, and whether she knew it or not, helped start me on the path that I'm
following now. And I'm grateful that Fracture was willing to take this kid
straight out of conservatory and put him in their first production ever. And
I'm grateful to be part of this extremely talented cast who I watch do their
work and actively wonder how they do half the things they do with a mixture of
envy and pride of being one of them.
Finally,
I'm grateful that I'm living out a dream. If six years ago someone told me that
the show I had been listening to obsessively and was going to do in my dorm
lounge was going to be the show I made my off-Broadway debut in, I'd tell them
they were nuts. And yet it's happening tonight, and all I can do is smile and say
I guess I got Urinetown.